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Finally it's Christmas Eve. 2013 is gonna be over in a blink of an eye. My first year in secondary school is gonna be over. The year i turned 13 is gonna be over. The year my dad turned 49 is gonna be over. The last year of my sister being in lower primary is gonna be over.

Oh well, i guess i have to thank the girl that made my life special this year. Hey SW, this is for you.

You are the most wonderful person i have ever met in secondary school. When i first met you, i have to admit; i wasn't really close to you was i? Until we started hanging out in a group of friends when i realized you were well, AWESOME. To be frank, your personality was far away from mine. You were much more mature, and, well i guess less sick minded ;b Though i had to admit, i always envied you. You were taller, prettier, and i would say less shy than i was. You knew how to get a proper conversation going without suddenly getting distracted about dirty thoughts; unlike me.. I did most of the things i alw…


I don't think iv'e blogged about this before; i don't think so anyways, i remember once i had this dream, twice actually. It was about me running into a far distance for a long time, and having this masked person chasing me, i don't know why though, i was just running and running and running..Then i gave up. I got caught by the masked stranger and i woke up. It was more like a nightmare to me than a dream since it was actually quite scary. The feeling of someone watching you, finding you, chasing after you.

Giving up.
 Getting caught.

This might be a pretty weird dream nightmare but somehow i think it relates to life. Well maybe its just me over-thinking but maybe just maybe, the masked stranger was some obstacle in life i needed to overcome? Maybe a fear? Then i don't get how i'm running away from that obstacle or fear when i'm supposed to face it. In the end i just run..and i can't run forever. Then i give up. Like how i always say i give up on life, i j…

Liebster award! :D

Heehee! So today i was on my blog looking around and i saw that Veron had left me a link in my chatbox about something called the Liebster award.

Now whats the Liebster award? Since i was so curious i decided to click on the link and it lead me to the Liebster award post. I then realised it was about recognizing new bloggers and welcoming them into the blogosphere. Once you have been nominated, you have to answer 10 questions that was created by the one that nominated you. Then we have to tag other bloggers. :D Now that seems fun, ain't it?
Answering Verons questions
What movie never fails to make you cry? Hmm i don't usually watch movies tho..

What is/was your favorite subject in school? Literature! :DHow did you meet your spouse / girlfriend / boyfriend? Its cheesy, but I dumped him
If you could visit any country in the world, where would you go?London *^*Who are some people you’d like to meet someday? Probably the Queen of England. :P Who in your life has influenced you the most…

100 questions that no one ever asks

1:Do you sleep with the doors open or closed?closed

2:Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?
who doesn't?

3:Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?

4:Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
no..i would tho

5:Do you like to use post-it notes?

6:Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?

7:Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?

8:Do you have freckles?

9:Do you always smile for pictures?

10:What is your biggest pet peeve?
hmmm idk actually

11:Do you ever count your steps when you walk?

12:Have you ever peed in the woods?

13:What about pooped in the woods?

14:Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing?

15:Do you chew your pens and pencils?


I have this friend, a very insecure person herself and i want to dedicate this post to her. Yes you.

Well lets divulge into the meaning of insecurity. 

Insecurity is a matter of self-esteem that is projected from other people. By projected by other people, i mean it's the value of judgment you perceive from others. I would be stupid to just tell you, feel good about yourself, because that's practically addressing the problem with the problem. 

You can't simply change this. If words could help people change their thinking, well that would be a terrible world. All i can do is give you some advice for insecurity. Ahem. People always think poorly of each other sometimes. People judge more than they breathe. It's a sad world but it's just human instinct. You will run into someone who will think your a terrible person for some reason, and it's something you can't help. Now what distinguishes insults to insecurity is the person's self belief about themselves. If …



After blogging and not getting sick of it for almost 3 months, i think i made quite a big accomplishment here. 
Though 1000 might not be a lot to bloggers, i'm gonna try to blog until i get a page rank of 3 
and make blogging my hobby instead of a job
because i want to be a literature professor
yep i know my English kind of sucks now, since i use singlish and all, but maybe it won't be anymore when i'm older! :D

School? I don't think so

So Christmas is coming and school is reopening.
I haven't even finished my homework yet. 

All i can do now is, in front of my computer, all dem digital pixels excruciatingly stare at me; while i sob. Sob about why i never did my homework earlier and i could have had the whole month to slack not worrying about anything. Then there i am, doing this every time there's a long holiday. I'm VERY sure many people are like that too. I also hate it how every year i promise myself i'm gonna be a good girl, do my homework and get good grades, control my temperand in the end, i never do. Life is soo hard, sometimes i also wonder if i die, will i still be able to think and dream while i'm dead? Like forever? Getting bored in the dark. Hmm..and what if people are here just to help us survive? Nobody is real; just me. Then when i die; it's also just me.
I have repeated this many many times. Existential crisis is DEPRESSING. Do you have these thoughts too? Do you hate yourself fo…


There was srsly a fail when i was trying to arrange the pics so these are my terrapins lor. This was last yr btw @@

And this was jn
You see lor i nvr clean their tank until so black le
So big liao hor