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I GIVE UP ON LIFE

I seriously can't believe the holidays passed so fast and


 BOOM




OMG OWL!
WHAAATT
It's already gonna be December
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Which means Christmas is coming!!
Oh My God

Errr not that i hate Christmas really, but my family doesn't really celebrate it. All we do is give each other presents and thats all. No Christmas tree, and we don't really put decorations. Not that this is weird since most of my friends don't celebrate it too. I don't think i can even get anyone a Christmas present since im currently broke. Lol like i have exactly $5 and i've been spending like all my money on USS, makeup, clothes and GS CARDS. I hate it how i can't control how much i'm spending and since today is black friday means more sales and I HAVE NO MONEY. GOSH WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE.
I give up
Now let me go jump off the seventh storey of my building while i try to reminisce all of my past.

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