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If you had noticed i have been blogging more often than before since normally i would only blog when there was something interesting that happened but i seriously have nothing else to do at home other than reading or playing the com. Not that it's a bad thing but i am just too free and my body clock is also messed up like wtf =.=
I srsly hope i can celebrate Christmas with Escie at orchard and look at all the pretty pretty lights and stuffIE. I also wan go out on the last day of the year so i can clebrate with her oso maa xD

Oh and omg its already 6th December. I HAVE NOT EVEN COMPLETED MY HOMEWORK.
Wtf am i going to do now lol, most of my homework need like a lot a lot of info and stuff and i haven't done anything yet. >.<
Change of topic- Yesterday my family and i went out to do some stuff and it was like sooo long and it so happens that my sister wanted to camwhore with me. o_o We actually took a lot of pics; yea im not gonna show it and i realised that we do look a tiny bit a like only that my face isn't as round as hers. Well blame that gynaecologist for not pulling me out properly leaving me looking like i wasn't part of this family at all though i looked like my daddy. Eheheh ;P
I was also looking through some photos of my relatives and i actually looked like my dad's brothers daughter's daughter lol and she looked a lot like me when i was her age omg like she could be my TWIN. Now imagine a car flooded with people with the same face as me but extra facial features or change of gender or whatever. That has scarred me for life and was very disturbing. Hmm.. nothing else to say here so i guess i'll end off with a gif ;p

yes, Tom Hiddleston, Loki, The Avengers


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