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Finally it's Christmas Eve. 2013 is gonna be over in a blink of an eye. My first year in secondary school is gonna be over. The year i turned 13 is gonna be over. The year my dad turned 49 is gonna be over. The last year of my sister being in lower primary is gonna be over.

Oh well, i guess i have to thank the girl that made my life special this year. Hey SW, this is for you.image

You are the most wonderful person i have ever met in secondary school. When i first met you, i have to admit; i wasn't really close to you was i? Until we started hanging out in a group of friends when i realized you were well, AWESOME. To be frank, your personality was far away from mine. You were much more mature, and, well i guess less sick minded ;b Though i had to admit, i always envied you. You were taller, prettier, and i would say less shy than i was. You knew how to get a proper conversation going without suddenly getting distracted about dirty thoughts; unlike me.. I did most of the things i always wanted -with you. Feel honoured? Well you should be! I had all of my best memories with you. MAF, USS, plenty of neoprints. image Without you, i wouldn't be the person i am today. I love you for who you are, my best friend, someone i could look to for advice, someone who could comfort me when i was upset, calm me down when i rage, someone whom i could share my happiness with. Well, enough of this long winded shit, Merry Christmas best friend. image

And Merry Christmas to all of you too, now change of topic- How are you gonna celebrate Christmas? I know this year is gonna be my best Christmas ever, for sure. I'm gonna have one of my closest relatives- okay, maybe she's not a relative, just a friend of my mum's that is really close to me. Iv'e always looked up to her and she's been there for me ever since i was BORN. Always showering me with love until primary 3 when she had to go overseas for a business thing. She was an art lecturer, and met my mum in that arts school or whatever. So she's coming over from India on leave to visit her friends and family in SG image And the fact that all of my relatives are in Malaysia, it leaves me all sad and empty inside knowing that i'm not very close to my relatives and i only have my family.
My family isn't any normal kind of family anyone would have, instead i'm actually quite close to my family, sure we would have our ups and downs in life, we would quarrel and argue about stupid things, but at the end of the day, were still family.
So tomorrow were gonna celebrate like there's no tomorrow xD and..well its gonna be really epic. image
Oh and when it strikes midnight and is finally Christmas, i'm gonna go to as many blogs as i can and wish them a Merry Christmas. I'm so nice aren't i?
AHAAHA no, i'm not nice. I'm just in a really good mood

Hope you have a wonderful Christmas this year!


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