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Hiii there~

Sooo..lately school's been okay. Err, i guess my studies have improved quite a lot compared to the previous year and well and..yeah. :P Sorry i'm being so awkward here~ just bored and don't know what to blog about. Oh yes and recently-i think last friday, i had girl guides, in the morning i forgot and i realized i didn't cut my nails and they were too long. So i took the nail clipper and started cutting? When i cutcutcut until i reached my left index finger, the nail was really damn strong and the nail clipper twisted, AND PULLED MY NAIL OFF. It's recovering, but random pointy ends that were growing out was like hooking onto everywhere and it was really really annoying. I actually had to put a plaster over it to prevent it from coming off again. >.<

Oh yeah another thing, lately i don't know why, my room has been like flooding with ants. Okay, not really flooding, but like every five minutes i have at least one or two ants crawling on my computer desk. It's those really small ones that you won't really feel grossed out about when you squish them. I don't get it, yes, i eat in my room (not anymore) but they never seemed to come at all last year. I also think they went on my bed and caused me a few ant bites all over my body.
Actually right now i'm in my PE shirt, and i smell. Eww .-.


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