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Recently i haven't been sleeping well because i'm so stressed about all the tests i'm gonna have next thursday.

English, math, chinese. Their all on the same day gosh. How am i going to survive now huh? Eye bags, EYE BAGS EVERYWHERE. My eye bags haven't gotten any heavier ever since last tuesday, lol.

I've tried every single home remedy to cure those damned panda eyes and it only worked, temporarily. I even tried sleeping at 8 last night. I don't have trouble sleeping, just that i'm worried about failing my tests.

Also, my middle finger is swollen. Don't know how, don't know why. Like the skin around it is all like ew, just ew. Maybe it's just because of my overusing of the middle finger.


It itches so bad, i woke up biting my finger.


Next friday is Total Defence day in SG, and i need to be fully uniformed for girl guides on that day, for the whole day. Plus i have PE for the first two periods and it takes like 30 mins to change into full attire, and i have to change into PE shirt and shorts and back into full u. It's also gonna be damn hot inside that uniform. Like always, kind of like when i was in Brownies.

You're gonna wear it, run in it, sweat in it, and it may seem a bit uncomfortable wearing it at first, but it'll soon grow on you like a second skin. Okay now that just sounds really really weird.

Now tell me why i even wanted to join a UG group, UG's are much much more tiring CCA's with all the foot drills and everything. Though in UG's you get better chances at going overseas, and just more life experiences throughout your UG lifetime.

Oh well, since i can't quit UG, i guess i gotta stay in UG until i graduate. 

Which is like 3 more years?


Yesss..enough of the cute emoji thingies

I have also though of quiting mstar soon
Yes, for the third time i'm saying this. Mstar is really getting boring.

It's like they don't update a lot anymore, it's all the same boring stuff! But here are some photos i took a while ago to remember MEOWINIE by..




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