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*NeCROMeOW Announcement*

-update 8/2/2015-
wdf was i doing?

Just a while ago, i stepped down from being master in NeCROMeOW. I didn't hate my crew, no i didn't. I loved my crew. That crew was one of the most important things to me in life( okay i know it's a little dramatic) but, i mean like i named almost everything NeCROMeOW and it was just so damn important to me.
I quit because i haven't been recruiting any members recently and like 190 people from my crew are MIA, or rarely active. And since i made this crew like in the beginning when mstar just started, most people quit already. So i felt like even though my avatar is still in one of the rankings, i felt like my crew was TOTALLY pulling me down.

I wanted to join a better crew, with y'know a better reputation, and high crew level.

Fortunately, i passed down master to my sub account, and right after stepping down i felt SO SO SO heartbroken like part of my online heart was torn apart ,.-.,

Anyways, obviously i couldn't just abandon my darling crew right? I went to my sub account to set me as master again HAH.


Therefore, i'm just gonna recruit more members and make it to 300 members.

Haha i know this post is really lame and dramatic, but i was so


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