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I MISS SCHOOL

No, you didn't see that wrongly. Its true, I kinda miss school. That would be a really weird thing to say coming from me especially around the beginning of the holidays. School was a place of learning, gaining knowledge, socialising, making new friends, of most which I hated.

I really miss it when I would wake up at six, take the bus and reach at around 7-715am latest. I miss how myself in the so called 'morning gang' where we would just meet up at the hall/class/quadrangle and gather in a circle to talk about random things. This small 'gang'(thats not exactly a gang more like a group) consisted of  me, Siti, Teng Hwee, Isaac, Samuel(sometimes), Meliana, Nadiah and Kylie( also sometimes), Jomaica(also sometimes) Hui Yi, and SK.

I guess those would be my good friends. But of course not as close as this certain girl. This girl that bursts into class while everyone stares at her. The girl that runs/walks toward me on certain mornings  after assembly where I sit so far back from her.

I also miss my whining about whenever we have to assemble in the classroom or the hall because of the rain, and I wouldn't be able to sit horizontally next to that certain someone around two metres away from me. Or when there would be some other guy seperating us. ;P
No. Not my class. Who from my class sits two metres away from me? With my current co-form teacher, it's impossible.

Also, I'm very sure that special someone doesn't know my blog link. So WHATEVS. I COULD BE WRITING HIS NAME AND ALL SORTS OF WEIRD NICKNAMES I MADE OF HIM BUT I WOULDN'T BECAUSE IM SHHHHHH

I also miss my teachers and their scoldings, erm not much to write about that.. There's also my cca that I just started to miss but meh. This heartburn is heartburning me now :(

Wait no I'm just hungry.

WELL! That's about it guys! I didn't have much ti blog about and since its currently 12:18am and my body clock is messed up real bad. So imma try to sleep early today and hopefully not get heavier eyebags :p

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