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Always hungry people

I'm kinda one of those people who eat a lot and don't grow fat, or tall, whatever. Some people say it's a blessing, because who wouldn't like to eat a lot and not grow fat? Truthfully though, its very much a curse. I eat a lot because of two reasons: I'm bored, and I'm always hungry. Whenever I'm bored i just like to eat, not food like snacks or something, but like a plate of rice? I also get hungry really easily, like i could have eaten breakfast at eight in the morning and my stomach would be grumbling by 9 30, and all I've done is stay at home watching television.

Let me just tell you one of the bad things that happen when you're always hungry.
Sometimes before my parents go to work, they'll buy me breakfast, lunch, and i handle my own dinner. Typical breakfasts are something light, not too heavy, well because its breakfast. I need to eat something that's heavy for breakfast, like noodles or porridge or a whole chicken. The breakfast i get is usually two eggs or so, but after i eat that, I'm still hungry. So I'll start eating my lunch around 10 am, and after eating my lunch, i realised i ate lunch too early, and i will starve again at about 12. Next, i eat my dinner around one pm (cos yknow, trying to tolerate my hunger for about an hour) and i think I'm finally full!

Well, lets just say i was too lazy to go buy food or make any, so i end up starving for the next five hours or so until my parents come back HAHA


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