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Shit you should never do unless you're me! -PART 1-

Remember those times when we all wished to be able to fly? Yeah, i think after an incident where i tried to fly, caused my fear of heights. Flight, sometimes seems so easy to birds, but why can't humans fly? I mean I've heard of people trying to fly by attaching some type of wing-like cloth on their arms, but i guess humans are just too heavy.

When i was five, or so, like many other children, wished to be able to fly. I was extremely desperate. You know how much i wished every night to grow wings like those Stella had from Winx Club? So i tried flying. When you're small like me, maybe tiny, everything seems really huge right? I stood tall facing the side of my mum's bed, placed a tiny mattress on my "landing area" and set off. Jumped. Flew. Whatever.

Little did i know, actually i knew, i just never bothered to take notice of the shaky worn-out gigantic wooden cupboard behind my landing area. I just "flew" straight into my cupboard, sort of injuring my nose, and my two front teeth hurt so much i think my gum bled a little.

Yes, that did happen. I've been through a lot, literally. Like maybe a wooden cupboard. I guess my cupboard was injured too, but let's not talk about that. Hahaha


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