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Shit you should never do unless you're me -PART 6- // So effing messed up idek

It started off as a normal Saturday. I woke up, expecting to brush my teeth, until my private tuition teacher came early, so i didn't have time to change into normal clothing that aren't any of PJs, and i had no time to brush my teeth. You know how much i had to suffer that disgusting taste of not brushing your teeth in the morning, it just feels so icky and smelly and just ew. When i don't brush my teeth in the morning, i can never eat or drink anything until i do. After tuition for about an hour, it was already 10 am. I had about two hours before my next tuition. Normally, you can do a lot within two hours...unless you're like me, where i like to spend an hour and a half on social media. Then, i can rush the rest, like brushing my teeth, eating, bathing, changing, and packing my stuff for tuition. Surely i did not have enough time, and usually i would leave around 12 05 and my tuition starts at 12 30, so i would be early for it as i stay just a 10-15 minute walk from there.

I left at 12 10. "Okay, so i should still be in time right?" i thought.

Apparently, the road where i normally walk to tuition has been having some major construction  for the new mrt station that's coming soon, for quite a while now actually. I kind of completely forgot, as it doesn't exactly affect me when i walk to my tuition, just that there's limited space to walk.

"Hey isn't that the path i always use? Why am i walking on the road?? Lets squeeze into one of the border holes to get to the path" That, was what happened.

 Just WOW. Little did i know that the construction had blocked off my path.

When i was walking around half of my journey, i just came to realise there was construction going on, and maybe i was too blind to notice, too busy listening to music, too busy day dreaming, that i had walked inside the damn construction site. The kind with rocks and sand and huge equipment. I was IN the construction site.

I was super confused, because actually you were supposed to walk on the road itself because of the construction and i didn't know?!! In the end, i turned back to squeeze back into that little hole to get on the main road again. .-.
Oh, and i was late for my tuition.


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