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The "P" word. Let's talk about periods today!! :D
Maybe it's just me, but i don't find anything embarrassing about talking about them, i mean (almost)every girl gets them right? I don't understand why it's considered as taboo. 

I hope I'm not the only one that gets really bad mood swings before my period, i mean there was once where i actually cried because i didn't have enough milk to dip my oreos in. I get super emotional about a week before and i don't even realise it until my period starts. It's like my hormones just start raging up and whenever a friend does something wrong accidentally, i start sending all the long "i can't fucking stand you"/"why do you have to do this to me" whatsapp messages to some of my friends, and they just pour in non stop. Afterwards, i get so bothered by all of it that cry continuously until like 3am until i fall asleep. It's that bad, and it happens for like a whole week, and then the next morning when the blood starts flowing out i'm just like "Ohhhh, so that's why i was crying uncontrollably over not having enough milk..."

In other cases, my brain tends to suddenly bring bad memories back, like if i can't stand something about my friend, or something i really hate. I start feeling really uncomfortable and really hot-headed all the time, even when i am all happy and cheery. It just feels like i'm a bomb waiting to explode at the right time.

Why can't i just behave normally before my period? Sucks so much.

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