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I am extremely sorry. The reason why i haven't blogged in almost two months is because i've been incredibly busy. I have had lots of things going on, from marching in parades to art competitions, and trying to juggle everything all at once had given me loads of stress, to the point where i would have mental breakdowns every few days. Currently, most of them have ended, and so are my mid year exams, but i'm not going to dwell much on that. 

Throughout these few 7-8 weeks of not publishing anything, i did actually type out a few draft update posts, but never had the time to complete them as i had other errands to run. Everything has just made me tremendously tired, stressed, and constantly being reminded to do so many things just didn't work out for me at all. I'm going to make this post slightly shorter than my usual posts as i'd probably run out of ideas on what to write and might end up stopping. 

This post just made me sound so scary and fierce so maybe i should brighten up the atmosphere a lil' bit. Okay, so typical Raewen. You know, the usual:

Got burnt by a kettle that happened to be more dangerous than i thought, it left my skin burning and peeling, and i still have a slight scar even though it happened about a month ago.

Asked a dude on the bus for macadamia nuts, but phrased it wrong and basically i said this "can i have your nuts"

Walked into the men's toilet a few times accidentally

Almost had another fly, fly into my eye

Squirted some dettol lime soap into my eye

Sneezed on a kinda cute guy i met in the bus today (its okay he was invading my personal space)

Was going to write an EPIC murder story but freaked myself out as soon as i got to the details, ended up scaring myself and not going to bed

I was really interested in this decomposed snail and put a flower in it's shell

Got obsessed with watching giraffes swing their long legs and hitting animals (its actually really hilarious)

FOUND THE BOOK(that was pretty much the turning point of my life) I READ 4-5 YEARS AGO, AFTER TRYING TO LOOK FOR IT FOR SO LONG

Screwed up my chinese oral by saying cooking sand instead of cooking satay (idk how to type in chinese on my com)

Told a lot of really lame jokes HAAHAH

The rest are probably not as important cause i can't really remember it, so i guess i'll end off here! 


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